Category Archives: Fearlessness

One Thing to Which I Hold

Yeshua has told me to hold on to the story of the Prodigal Son.

Not because my adult child (no proper terminology exists) is expected to come back to me on her hands and knees begging to be called a man again.

No, it is about those who are already home, fixing up their bedrooms just so, and holding themselves enamored with their chosen existence.

It is about those who feel they have more of a right to exist in their own spiritual space and to keep others out based on their idea of what it takes to be worthy. They place appearances and their ability to discipline themselves over and above others’ sense of honesty. They weigh themselves on the scale of life and find others wanting. It is as if they were on a see-saw, holding the weightier worth in their being; they keep the others forever down and helpless as they suspend them in the air.

Don’t be surprised if they stop playing with you, children.

We won’t be surprised when we visit, imperfect, and you don’t want to let us in.

The +10 Mortal Combat Pelvic Girdle

Moonlight Symphony by Aenea-Jones

To take wing

I must detach from this leaf

I will never feel the wind in my hair

if I don’t lift off

(And it has been a Miracle)

The big-girl panties —

Forget that

I am wearing the +10 Mortal Combat Pelvic Girdle

There is nothing else that God needs to do

to prove to me that

I AM LOVED!

And now that I know

I completely release All into God’s hands

and away from my focus

I embrace the middle way

The true authentic Loved Ones

are waiting in the wings to be unleashed

in Love

into my Life

I take and accept my Wholeness

Finally

The Bigger steps will be directed

by God in perfect timing

Only Trust and Love

Loving Paige

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Loving Paige is easy
What’s difficult is how
I feel when old thought habits
Beg me to disavow

Loving Paige is easy
She’s responsible and kind
She’s far outpaced her former self
Who suffered from behind

I want to be that pillar
The strength that gives support
But Paige is miles ahead of me
Quite the resourceful sort

Loving Paige is easy
Its the mirror I avoid
But knowing her is leaving me
Feeling overjoyed.

When the World’s Upside Down

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Where do you go

when the world’s upside down

when your very best friends

look upon you and frown

Who do you seek

when the going gets blue

who can you trust

who will always be true

Jesus is Who

He’s the one that makes new

He’ll never desert you

Sitting righteous in pew

He’ll always love hue

though your virtues are few

He’ll be your glory

when your shine becomes goo

He’ll battle old Saul

for the right for your soul

It’s Jesus who loves you

so roll, baby, roll.

I’ll Have What I’m Having

Medicate it

Then educate it ~

Dedicate it to the one you love

 

The one I love

is the energy called

FEELING

To feel is to live

I can open up the windows

and let my fresh breeze blow

 

Natural is my cup of tea

I’ll feel my feelings

from my head to my knees

from my knees to my toes

I will help you ungrow

that fungus among us

unfold

and

be chose

Nnnnnnnnnnnn…

 

I love it

but it’s too far gone

it’s so

totally

“what is she on?”